Tired

One gets tired with OCD. Not exactly physically tired, but exhausted...emotionally?  You get tired of the endless thoughts ricocheting across the side of your skull.  They trap you in a continuous cycle of "what if's" and "maybe if I...". It gets redundant to perform a habit over, and over, and over again, but you can't stop yourself from doing so. Thinking gets exhausting. And not headaches, or just becoming unfocused after thinking for awhile, I mean you get so tired.  You just want a break from all the analysis and the constant "reminders" to perform a habit.  Even as I'm typing this I have to involuntarily erase entire words numerous times because my OCD forces me too.  A moment of peace, from myself, is all I ask for sometimes, and I'm sure that's what some others want as well. A little nap of sorts is all...